Definition of Erica - Blonde, Tall and a little off her rocker.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
She stepped with the wrong foot forward
It feels like no matter what I do, theres always someone Im not pleasing.. It doesnt bug me, because I know that I cant please everyone. Especially all at once. So why do I bring it up you ask? Because I for once don't want to get in shit, for something someone else is not happy with. For such a happy person, I have a lot of negativity in my life... and although I put on a front and get along with my family I feel thats where it started, thats where I feel most of the negativity is comming from. I feel like I should go away and not talk to anyone for a little while, and just focus on me, and making me happy. That may seem selfish but I dont know what else to do.. I try to stand up, i get in shit, i take it i feel like shit. Its a lose lose. Im under such a tiny microscope that its not even funny. I have so much pressure on me to have a great job and start a career... thats what I want but not at this point, I want to work and travel the world I dont need a job that I can stay there for 30 years just yet. Thats my rant for right now.
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