life.

So ovs my home life isnt too great, but hey neither is the work life when all Im getting is 16 hours a week who can afford to do anything? I didnt pass my N and so now I have to go again... and I hate the fact that I cant find another job. I have been hanging out with aly and jo lots which is always fun!!! And Joannas 19th is comming up so I gotta prepare for that one. Im trying to figure out where to go from where I am now.. I need a place to call home cause its definetly not here
Anywho until next time
xoxo - Erica

14 reasons why you just gotta let go...

I've never broken your trust
I have always balanced everything out in life
I've worked sense I was 14
I was on the honor roll
I have really amazing friends
I look up to pretty good role models
I have a loving boyfriend
I try my best at everything
I work my ass off for anything I want
I've traveled more around the world then you
I've always made good descisions and
I've always learnt from my mistakes
I'm happy with who I am and
Im living life for me..


Just let me grow up dad.. its time for you to trust me and let go that Im not going to stay little forever. And I've never done anything to break your trust.

FUCK THE WORLD

So Im not in the most happiest of moods possible. I hate living at home, like seriously I am 18 not 12 and I shouldnt have a midnight curfew or a bed time if I dont go out. Im an adult now and if I decide to stay up late I deal with the consequences. I shouldnt have to ask to go out and then you decide, it should be hey dad Im going out I'll be home later call me if you need me... or hey dad im sleeping over at a friends.... its to the point with me now that I shouldnt even have to tell you who im going out with and what we did. I feel like your treating me like a little child. I never had a curfew or bedtime or anything in grade 12... why now? Is it because I have a boyfriend? Or is it because you lost one of your children already that now you feel that you have to come down harder on me in hopes that I will stick around longer? Im telling you the more you treat me like a little kid the more and more your pushing me away and out of your life. I feel like I cant talk to you about anything and I dont want to talk to you anymore... Seriously I had more freedom when I was in school. I am such a good kid compared to like the world and what has that gotten me? More rules.. well tell me how to earn the trust and the freedom cause if its being bad like my brother was that so be it thats what I'll do from now. I understand you are upset about my brother but thats no reason to take it out on me. Im so over this relationship with you and oviously I cant come to you and tell you this, so I have to figure it out on my own. Maybe I should live out of my car I cant afford to live by myself but I need to do something.


P.S. Tell your whore-bag of a gf to stay the fuck away from me and stop commenting on my life I hate her and shes so ungrateful for everything.


Oh and P.S.S. One day you wont be walking me down the aisle.. Ill have someone who actually means something to me and trusts me walk me down. So you can wake up from that dream anytime now.

I have a stalker

I have a stalker.. and its kinda funny but kinda not cool.
Its annoying they are trying to break me and the boo up and its
seriously so high school they really need to grow up whoever
it is because who really does that?