The 411

So I havent blogged latley and I figured I'd fill you all in. I just had my 6 months with the boyfriend which was very romantic and sweet. He planned a horse drawn carriage in stanley park and then dinner at the revolving restaurant it was soo sweet. We are definetly happy together still so thats good and it seems like he always just knows how to make me feel better.

The friends, Im currently stuck in between a 3way cat fight which is oh so fun but definetly a lot of drama and I do not like it but hopefully they can work that one out. Other then that Im missing a few people but I guess thats more motivation to go get my liscence.

My parents went away this weekend it was kinda boring wasnt aloud anyone over but I had someone over anyways lol but only because i got scared, last year the same thing happened and guess what it did again this year to there was someone walking around the back yard being all creepy so ovs that was fun and guess what I got in shit and was told I ruined there vacation and that they wont be aloud to go away anymore because of me which is so rude, and so not true its not like I tell 10 million people Im home alone and its not like I tell someone hey im alone you come sneak around my back yard and then I can call the cops. Thats not really funny and its such an immature and waste of time thing to do.

I also found out that my 12 year old sister will be moving in and sharing my room fulltime. YAY ME!! NOT. Im so frustrated and annoyed I have no were to go and no privacy and everyone just goes in my room whenever they please like seriously I dont know what to do anymore.

Love you

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all

life.

So ovs my home life isnt too great, but hey neither is the work life when all Im getting is 16 hours a week who can afford to do anything? I didnt pass my N and so now I have to go again... and I hate the fact that I cant find another job. I have been hanging out with aly and jo lots which is always fun!!! And Joannas 19th is comming up so I gotta prepare for that one. Im trying to figure out where to go from where I am now.. I need a place to call home cause its definetly not here
Anywho until next time
xoxo - Erica

14 reasons why you just gotta let go...

I've never broken your trust
I have always balanced everything out in life
I've worked sense I was 14
I was on the honor roll
I have really amazing friends
I look up to pretty good role models
I have a loving boyfriend
I try my best at everything
I work my ass off for anything I want
I've traveled more around the world then you
I've always made good descisions and
I've always learnt from my mistakes
I'm happy with who I am and
Im living life for me..


Just let me grow up dad.. its time for you to trust me and let go that Im not going to stay little forever. And I've never done anything to break your trust.

FUCK THE WORLD

So Im not in the most happiest of moods possible. I hate living at home, like seriously I am 18 not 12 and I shouldnt have a midnight curfew or a bed time if I dont go out. Im an adult now and if I decide to stay up late I deal with the consequences. I shouldnt have to ask to go out and then you decide, it should be hey dad Im going out I'll be home later call me if you need me... or hey dad im sleeping over at a friends.... its to the point with me now that I shouldnt even have to tell you who im going out with and what we did. I feel like your treating me like a little child. I never had a curfew or bedtime or anything in grade 12... why now? Is it because I have a boyfriend? Or is it because you lost one of your children already that now you feel that you have to come down harder on me in hopes that I will stick around longer? Im telling you the more you treat me like a little kid the more and more your pushing me away and out of your life. I feel like I cant talk to you about anything and I dont want to talk to you anymore... Seriously I had more freedom when I was in school. I am such a good kid compared to like the world and what has that gotten me? More rules.. well tell me how to earn the trust and the freedom cause if its being bad like my brother was that so be it thats what I'll do from now. I understand you are upset about my brother but thats no reason to take it out on me. Im so over this relationship with you and oviously I cant come to you and tell you this, so I have to figure it out on my own. Maybe I should live out of my car I cant afford to live by myself but I need to do something.


P.S. Tell your whore-bag of a gf to stay the fuck away from me and stop commenting on my life I hate her and shes so ungrateful for everything.


Oh and P.S.S. One day you wont be walking me down the aisle.. Ill have someone who actually means something to me and trusts me walk me down. So you can wake up from that dream anytime now.

I have a stalker

I have a stalker.. and its kinda funny but kinda not cool.
Its annoying they are trying to break me and the boo up and its
seriously so high school they really need to grow up whoever
it is because who really does that?

NEW ADDICTION

Jo & Aly time shopping for peepee crotch. It was so much fun, and once we get older the four of us would be like sex & the city lol omg. And New addiction alert... Smallville... lame I know but I couldnt help it. lol and I got paid today, I have to give half my check to visa but thats okay lol and I have to start saving up money, because Im going to alberta with the boo hopefully to meet his family. Which is cute, and I am starting to become super booked up for this summer I should probably get a calendar and write it all down or I will forget. Anywho now Im just rambling.

XOXO Erica