WTF?

I can`t believe what I learnt about myself today. Yah people have pointed it out before, but never have I really believed them. I have trust issues, and plan that everyone is planning these horrible things against me, even though they really arn't. I have commitment issues, every guy who has liked me, I have found something "wrong" with them, or acted up so they didnt like me. I am seriously fucked in the head I do believe.